i am currently finding something to distract myself from the fact that i'm being shoved aside again to a blind spot in your heart.


Fi got me roses last month accompanied by a card.
"yi ye my love. firstly happy monthsary, secondly i'm sorry for being such a lousy boyfriend. lots of love, ***jason, your lovely husband-to-be."
I swear i can even smile in my dreams back then.


I'm so proud of myself today.
I actually finished almost 3 physics paper from TYS. This is so satisfying. I was spending half of the day with keefe STUDYING>EATING>DOTA and we got pawned in all the games like some chiwawas. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA