life is good

ok seriously i really do not know if anyone is reading my blog.
but if you are,
i wanna tell you that im actually feeling good for this first week of school because i only have to turn up for lectures


actually i kind of like my classmates alot and im friends with almost the entire class ok!
my classmates are actually way way different from my ohana(family)
so therefore i gotta hold back a little when im in school hahaha
so overall, its a good start i guess


the first thing i picked up this week in school is that
timetable is rubbish
lectures always end an hour or 45 minutes earlier than what's stated.
unlike secondary, if the bell doesn't ring you can forget about leaving earlier.


the second thing is the number and duration of BREAKS.


so meanwhile i have five hour breaks before my next lesson starts and camp tonight and i am at my own house now! Just a 15 minute walk from school


fi is working till 8pm today and he asks me to turn up for camp and stay at home today. So today im all alone and i wont be seeing him till tomorrow 8pm when he ends work. this is so depressing. im becoming more and more dependent on fi because he has his bike now and amanda is a lucky girl because at certain times she do not have to squeeze with people at the bus stop trying so hard to get up a bus.


alvin will be serving the nation in a few days time
we will be holding a farewell party for him this saturday.
muahahahahahahaha
its going to be fun he's going to be drunk

can you believe it my school ends at 6pm on tues and thurs.
this is so scary!
but in between there's like 3-4 hours break.
die.
im need to move out of my own comfort zone and start making new friends already.

all over again

hello?!
i thought im supposed to be your pirority?!
lol
k fine no big deal


cheers honey
orientation is tomorrow
im so fucking scared i swear! i dont know why im feeling so out of place
i cant sleep now!!


i dread orientation
i dread school


amanda you gotta grow up
you cant expect your boyfriend to go to school with you?


oh my
gotta face this new level of education myself
this sucks


and you know what
i need to get out of singapore, its getting way too boring

too much alcohol

The birthday boy got kisses from everyone. Too many to upload! Lucky him!

Ohana

Best i ever had

Good morning.

Hi early birds!
It's a little too early to wake up at 10am on a saturday.
But who doesn't love waking up knowing that there's plans for today?


Fi is fetching his baby back now before we head to town for good food and movie!
I'm so happy while waiting


If you minus all the conflicts that will happen in a rl
who won't want to be in love?!
Even waiting seems so meaningful you know?! Hahaha


no wonder people say women in love are the prettiest because they are the happiest!


ok enough of my shit.
I just woke up feeling lucky for myself that's all.
I'm easily contented because fi gave me a morning hug and a morning kiss
but it isn't a bad thing because i appreciate small little things that somebody like fi will do for me :)


i guess you've heard many negative comments about long mundane rl, nothing new nothing interesting
but in actual fact everyday is something new
everyday you have something new to laugh about
everyday you have something new to remember
everyday you have something new to learn


You know what's the best part
Everything that has happened 2 years back feels like yesterday.



My back is itching badly now.
I went for my first tattoo session already at gimmelove by baldwin and there will be many more to go because i'm doing a full back.

I don't really bother what kind of impression i'm giving you guys when i say this.
But i can't wait to finish the whole piece because i swear it's so gonna kick your ass.
Don't talk about regrets with me.
This is definitely not something i did on impulse.
I'm confident that in the future i will not go out in shame but in awe



You know sometimes when you just turn your back away for a second, your closest friends could turn out to be your enemies?

Life is full of unexpected events
I just don't understand why some people can stand putting on a mask for so long
Isn't it easier to treat somebody truthfully/sincerely?
It's pointless to be angry.
I trust that you just have to experience it yourself then you'll understand.


That's why i always love my group of friends. Don't you agree that sometimes girls are way more bitchy than guys? Or is it because guys are simple minded creatures?

Whatever it is.


I only know humans are all the same.
Whatever you do to your own kind, you'll get the same treatment.

Fan's 18 already ):

Hi.
It feels like everyone's 18 except for me.
We just celebrated Fan's 18th birthday last saturday.


Clash of the titans was really really good just like percy's.


You know what.
I just got my pay but i bet it can barely last me for a week ):
I'm going on a date with fi this saturday so prolly my pay will be gone on that day because of shopping.


and my little boy would like to TRY RIBEYE!! Hahahahaha.
Omg, i'll never forget the first time i tried ribeye.
I cannot stand anything with blood. (Even bbq chicken)
That steak i tried the last time was kinda bloody, gross
That was a bad start.



What seriously bothers me is that, school's starting... It's really starting...
Like in less than two weeks time?
I love my life now
I have all the time in the world to myself.
Don't have to dedicate it to studies at all.
Just have to work four hours a day.
Other than that, i've so much time.


I'll try to upload the photos soon 'cos currently there is some problem with blogger now.
But there's still facebook!
K, That's it.


p.s I'm so excited/nervous/scared for tomorrow's ......