Life isn't that bad afterall

Take note: This is going to be a wordy post.

My oh my time flies, i'm going to be a year 2 student in tp in about 2 months time? I've always liked the beginning of the year because of cny, vday and my birthday!

Well the reason for blogging because i'm going through a rather rough patch of my life, not relationship wise but some family problems. My life is like a 360 degree change. I know it may not be a big deal for some of you guys but it was pretty bad for me. I didn't see that coming because i thought i had the perfect family but now i'm learning how to handle it. I understand that every family will have their own problems and i will not elaborate on mine. The only thing i'll emphasize is that you can only find who is true to you in your hardest time.

It wasn't too bad for me because i haven't lost my biggest pillar of support and that will be my bf. When i'm not thinking straight all the bad things flowed in smoothly, i pushed my bf away thinking that i'll do fine on my own. I started thinking that i'm gonna lose everything i have now, all the luxuries, my family,my friends and say goodbye to my no-worries life, i became very depressed.

Thankfully that was only in the beginning. Even if i've to learn to grow up in the hard way, i will.
So then again i realised, we can do without all the luxuries in life. If i want them, i earn them. I should stop being so dependent of my parents which i'm obviously guilty about it. Even if my life has to change, it shall change. I believe that life cannot always be cruel to you or always be nice to you, so i'll take what's happening as an obstacle that i'll have to cross.


So yes! I just spent my valentines' day with my loved ones, my fellow ohana. So touched when i heard about the birthday plan that they have came up for me. See? I'm actually not alone! I've beautiful friends. Even when a part of my life is going haywire but another part of my life is balancing it out. Life isn't that bad afterall.

Hmmmm... my boyfriend is a very unromantic person because he doesn't know how to surprise his girlfriend but this year he's such a sweetheart because he made my vday so simple yet heartwarming. Not just vday but my everyday! (I don't think there are any words to describe to anybody out there the kind of joy you feel when you're with the person you love) I love surprises but i don't know why i have a habit to spoil my own surprise. So he gave up keeping the surprise for me because i spoilt it.


I received a bouquet of ferrero rocher with a teddy bear and an ice-cream lollipop along the way, had a fabulous meal at swensens together with my dearest clique and followed by a tub of my favourite b&j ice-cream while watching the movie No Strings Attached. No doubt it was nothing special but being able to be so heart-to-heart connected with the people you love is what makes valentines' day special, isn't it? I hope all of you had a good time be it with your partner, friends or family because they all love you and it feels good being loved.


Did i mention that i'm so annoying because i whine a lot to my boyfriend but that's only when we're at home. Hahaha, i may look "cool" on the outside but i like being pampered like a princess when i'm with my boyfriend. Just admit it, which girl doesn't! The best thing is i have 90% chances of getting what i want. To people who don't know me, don't worry i'm not that kind of spoilt brat princess that you see or those disgustingly act cute not cute silly girls that you see on the streets. Even i couldn't stand them myself. (No offence) So this young girl is finally turning 18 in less than 2 weeks time. Since i'm the eldest in my family sometimes I cannot help but to wish for an elder bro or sis but now with my group of friends i already feel like a younger sis so i guess it doesn't matter if i'm the eldest. Bet all of them are feeling happy for me now because i'm no longer underage! How awesome is that.


Guess i'll be updating this site more often now but with pictures and less words :)